I'm currently 17. I've been struggling with eating disorders for years, and have even been hospitalized. However it wasn't recently until I decided to give recovery a shot, and let me tell you. It sucked ass!! I gained back all the weight I'd lost and then some. They said my mind would be more clear an it wouldn't bother me. Bullshit! The more weight I gain, the more depressed I became. I thought about just saying fuck it, I'm too far gone to get back to 78 lbs, but I realized I don't only want this, I need this! So join me on my journey back to my goal weight if you want. I'll be posting thinspo to keep me motivated and my ABC diet to track how good or bad I'm following it. This blog is mainly for me, but feel free to follow :)